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Freedom..

Date: Thursday, April 30, 2009


yes, it's my last day of work!! Finally I can leave that sucky place. And finally my eyes can have a break from seeing the tissue box size laptop. I have been using that laptp for the past 10 days. think my degree will increase very soon.

7th day ( Mon)
Guess what, she didn't turn up today!! Suppose to leave things on my table end up nothing. And I off work at 5pm. Cos the whole office only have 5 people, and the other boss just asked me to leave at 5 as they need to closed the office.

8th day ( Tue)
I took a whole day leave today, cos I have an interview. Finally after sending soo many resumes I had 1 interview. But end up i didn't get the job. It's alright cos I wasn't prepare, quite a last min decision. At least i get some experience on how a interview is like.

9th day ( Wed)
Oh this time she came in slightly earlier, like 12pm. So i do till 7pm. Damn tired. now I understand why working life is so streeful and tired!!

10th( thur )
Which is today. She asked me to come in at 8.30am!! Yes i did reached on time. Guess what she came in at 4pm today!! Lucky, the other boss came in and opened the door, if not I would be waiting outside the office for half an hour! And her boss from India called her today and she never pick up. her boss even called her 4 times yet she didn't answer the call. I think the boss was wondering why she came to work sooo late. from 8.30-6 I did non stop to try to complete as much as I can. But end up I really can't finish!! How can I finish entering the data from april 08-March 09. Which is 1 year. And there is 1 whole pile of documents to enter!! Crazy. If she can give me work for the past few days, definitely I can help to complete it on time.

I overheard the conservation between my Consultant and her. Cos even my consultant think she is weird that why I don't have OT pay since my contract didn't say. U know what she said? she said that when she came in late I have nothing to do, therefore I shouldn't be paying the OT pay! What! is your problem to come in late not my fault! she put the blame on me!! I would say if from the 1st day I don't have OT pay, she should tell me earlier, even before I signed my contract..

Ok hope I won't meet these kind of people again!! starting another job on mon. hopefully this one is good so that I can stay on.. Bless me.

~CaRvEn~

I HATE IT!!

Date: Friday, April 24, 2009


Ok, I had so many things to voice out. Let's me say it out. To make myself feel better. Everyday I had headache and I felt so unhappy. I want to have my freedom!! Let's start!

I had this 10 days temp job. At first I thought is not bad, cos only 10 days and I can have some experience in accounts related jobs. So I still go for the job although is low pay.

1st day (Friday):

I was suppose to report at 9am sharp, so reached there quite early, even though I lost my way to the company. If I don't get lost probably I will reached there at 8.30am. So when I first entered to the lobby, i thought it was still ok. But when I reached the level, I was totally shocked. It looks like a warehouse. And is so quiet. I waited for the staff to open the door, and told her whom do I looking for. So I waited for half an hour, a girl like my age came in to teach me what to do. So i started my work on time. I finished my work within 2 hours. And I asked for more since they are rushing for month end closing. But the girl also don't know what to give me to do! So I just sat there and relax. Then I had my lunch. Yes I ate alone. It's pretty alright to have alone cos I'm used to it. But My mummy sent me a sms which is so touching till I teared on the street. It's so embarrassing. And the supervisor ( Let's give her a name called S) came in at 1pm! So she asked me to do this, and do that and I worked till 7.30pm on the 1st day!! The place was so quiet when I left, mum was abit worried. Thanks God I reached home safely.

2nd day ( Monday):
Same thing, I reached the office at 9am, and you know what, the company haven opened yet. so i waited outside for like 15min for them to open. Again, I continue with my work.. and S came in at 11am. I suppose to work half day, cos she told me her boss is coming from oversea. But in the end she last min asked me to stay till 6.30pm. Alright, I helped her do the work. And she told me I do not have to come on the next day. Good. she said she will leave me work for me to do on wed.

3rd day ( Tuesday):

No work!!

4th day ( Wednesday):
This time i reached the office at 9.15am, cos I don't want to stay outside and wait again!! And I had nothing on my table. So I called her twice in the morning, twice in the afternoon, she also didn't pick up. So the whole morning, I'm stared at my table and the walls!! WASTE MY TIME!! so after my lunch, the other staff saw me got nothing to do, asked me to draw lines for her. I draw till I almost fall asleep!! So I called her again. Then she asked the girl to search things for me to do. I left office at 6pm. And S actually didn't come that day. Why can't she gave me a call asked me not to come, since she got nothing for me to do!!

5th day ( Thursday)
So I very good, helped her sort out all the documents till March.So when she comes, she can teach me. You know what time she came in ? It's 4pm!! So she asked me whether can stayed till 6.30pm, fine, I stayed and help her do. I left office at 6.45pm, she thought me what to do, and she said she will leave the documents on my table, so that next day when I came in, I knew what to do!

6th day ( Friday)
So it's today, she asked me to come at 9.30am, but I reached there 9.10am. Guess what! Nothing was on my table. So free time again!! Whole morning I did nothing. Waste my time AGAIN!! So she came in at 4pm again and asked me to do work!! She asked what time can I stay until today. I said I can't stay for long cos I'm meeting my mum for dinner, and she is waiting for me. So i past her the time sheet, then she told me I DON"T HAVE OT $$$ What I had for the past few days was normal hour rate!! Then why the agent told me have. LIAR!! And she asked me to come tomorrow which is sat to work for her! And from the 1st day, I can't trust her. if tomorrow I reached there at 9am, I'm definitely will be waiting at the staircase. And before I left today, she told me she will sms me, and if she don't asked me to msg her. But I won't msg her!! cos I think tomorrow I go work also normal pay, so no point to work so hard for her! such an Irresponsible supervisor. It's your problem to come so late and my contract didn't say I have to accompany you to work till so late! If she comes on time, definitely all tasks will be completed! And If she asked me to extend my contract! I won't ! No matter how much you pay for me. I just want Freedom and leave this sucky place!

I'm counting down, 4 more days left!! I'm looking forward to leave this place and find a better job! At least a company which are willingly to work. Not like this kind of people. This is my 1st time that encounter such person, who come at work at 4pm. I hate wasting my time!! lucky is 10 days only. I had enough of it!!

Ok, Now i felt much better after writing out this long entry. such a relieve now.

Shall stop here, having a bad headache now, shall go and sleep. and just forget everything!!

~CaRvEn~

Lovely Children

Date: Sunday, April 19, 2009


I love to serve in the children ministry cos of these group of lovely children. They are adorable.. When I was young, my dream is to become teacher. I can say my dream do come true. Little kids are so lovely, when you see them, all your unhappiness will just go off. You will feel happy to be with them. One thing I learnt when taking care of children, you must be patience, cos they are just a few years old kids, you can't expect them to be fully understand what you tell them to do..

I love them very much~~ haha.. I love to hug them too. =) Felt so warmth.. haha.. I think i can be a good mother in future.. haha.. just kidding.. Anyway, enjoy the photos of the lovely kids.. =)







































~CaRvEn~

Christina's 21st birthday

Date:


Happy 21st birthday Christina babe~~ And she got a theme for her party " Your inner_star~~ It's awesome. nice food, nice cake, meet up with old friends.. A great night~~ Play with the cuties puppies etc..



















Anyway, Thanks christina for inviting me to her lovely birthday party. hope you had enjoyed yourself... And I shall see you real soon.. hugs~

~CaRvEn~

My Fried Dumpling and Lemon Cupcake

Date: Thursday, April 16, 2009



Ok, my blog is going to become cooking blog. I just wanna share it to everyone. hee.. =) Maybe one day, you can try my cooking.. But maybe not that delicious. hee.. Firstly I had my homemade dumpling. Very easy to make..




Mix the minced pork and Xiao Bai Chye together.




Done!! I had fried dumpling for lunch...

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Lemon Cupcake ( Approximately about 14 cupcakes)

Ingredients:

  • 4 Eggs
  • 200g Cake flour
  • 250g butter
  • 200g sugar
  • 7g baking powder
  • 1 Lemon


Step 1: Squeeze the lemon into juices

Step 2: Boil a bowl of water, placed the butter to melt it. Make it to liquid form.










Step 3: Mix all the ingredients together except the lemon juice. Mix well. Then lastly add the lemon juice into the mixture and mix well.









Step 4: Placed the mixture for 30mins.

Step 5: Preheat the oven to 200 degree Celsius

Step 6: After 30 mins, now you can pour the mixture into the muffins tin. And bake it for 10-12 mins @ 200 degree Celsius.









Done, Homemade Lemon cupcake by Carven.. Enjoy reading it. haha.. =)

Tomorrow I'm going to start work.. A temp job for 10days. Although the pay is not high, I just wanna gain some experience from there. At least I don't have to ask my Daddy for allowance. Good~~


~CaRvEn~

Happy birthday to Grandpa

Date: Sunday, April 12, 2009


Happy birthday to Grandpa. Today is his 80th big birthday.. Sad to say I didn't go back for his big birthday, I felt so bad ,His two grandchild didn't go back and celebrate with him. May he stay in PINK health always.. Love you yeye.. =)

The house became quiet again. The two men in the house were left, one back to hk, one back to the small island.. miss them.. a family was separated into 3 different locations...

Ok, I shall back to my Little World. Bye~




~CaRvEn~

Easter Treasure Hunt

Date: Saturday, April 11, 2009




My church~ Children Ministry had organised an Easter Treasure Hunt at bontanic garden. It's been long since I last visited there. Everything change..Thanks God for the hot and sunny day.. Most people did had alot of fun, exploring the Botanic Garden.. I'm the game master. So throughout the game, I stayed at my station~ Evolution garden~.. When nobody came to my station, I'm abit bored.



The whole event ended around 11am. And Thanks to Aunt Sylvia for her homemade egg sandwiches. Yummy~~ She actually made 200 sandwiches for this event.





















~CaRvEn~

Honey Cake

Date: Thursday, April 09, 2009


Yeah! My honey cake was successful today. the first time i bake was failed! So I go online and search for my mistakes. And I found out the problem!!




This was the first time I baked.. So hard. looks like a rock than a piece of cake.



The problem is i didn't beat the egg white till fluffy, but this time i did it..


this time looks much like a cake..
Honey Cake

Ingredients:
  • 4 eggs
  • 20g of sugar
  • 2 Tablespoons of Honey
  • 85g of Cake flour
  • 2 Tablespoons of vegetable oil
  • 2Tablespoons of milk
  • 1/4teaspoons of cream of tar tar
  • 50g of sugar

Step 1: Preheat the oven at 150 degree Celsius

Step 2: Separate the eggs into egg yolk and egg white. Add egg yolk and 20g of sugar, beat till light yellow color, add in honey, milk and vegetable oil. Beat well.

Step 3: Sift flour, slowly add into the mixture.

Step 4: Egg white beat till it is fluffy. Add in cream of tar tar. Next add in 50g of sugar, continue to beat till it fluffy.

Step 5: Add egg white mixture into egg yolk mixture. Stir well. Use 150 degree Celsius and bake for 40 mins.



Hope you like it~~ My homemade Honey Cake.. Or if you want next time I let you try.

I shall continue to explore more about baking.. Rather than rocking at home.

Leave me Alone till I'm happy~~

That's all. Bye bye friends..


~CaRvEn~

Failed!!

Date: Tuesday, April 07, 2009


I failed baking the Honey Cake. The honey cake turned out to be so hard. But surprisingly the taste is nice. never mind, I knew the problem for it, so try to make again.

Am I that useless? even a Temp job I also cannot get in. Hopeless.. =(
Haiz, staying at home every day, becomes so boring.. I don't feel like going out.. I don't feel like meeting anyone!! I just wanna be alone. Tomorrow suppose to meet up with Wendy they all to celebrate her birthday, but sorry I can't go. Hope u guys enjoy yourself.

Bye Bye People.. leave me alone..





~CaRvEn~

444 posts

Date: Monday, April 06, 2009


This is the 444 posts..
Searching for jobs= dying very very soon...
hopeless... no mood.. emo...
bye.

~CaRvEn~

My Cookies

Date: Friday, April 03, 2009







15:15, is tea time.. I bake butter and Chocolate chips cookies.. Yeah!! Yummy~~ this will brighten up my day.. Enjoy~~








Ready to bake...






My butter cookie















Have a great weekend~~



~CaRvEn~

Alexis's birthday 2/4/2009

Date: Thursday, April 02, 2009


Yeah! Finally I bought an oven.. whoo.. i can bake whatever i want.. baking becomes my hobby now. =) Haha.. so First try for today.. I bake mini muffins.. After all the mix and stir for the ingredients is ready to bake..


This is the Rasin muffins and I also bake Chocolate chips muffins.


Done!! Although it looks abit ugly, but the taste quite ok.. haha..





this box I gave to Alexis's as her birthday present.. hope she will like it.. My first try. haha..






Meet up with my 3 dears @ vivocity for dinner.. Finally after sooo long, the 4 of us can have a meet up..

































That's all.. A happy day...
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Why am I still thinking about things that happened 1 year ago.. I knew it's over but somehow I'm still living in my dreamland!! I don't want to wake up...



































































~CaRvEn~

Date: Wednesday, April 01, 2009



I'm happy to be back to school again.. It's something that is not stress, no exam, no test etc.. Just for interest and learn new things.. A good start for the month..

Staying at home almost everyday, searching for jobs etc.. it's so boring.. Will my life be like that for the rest of the days??

I'm getting crazy soon.. Living in my own DREAMLAND..

Looking forward for tomorrow..





~CaRvEn~