Heard about alot of bad news these two days, it really broke my heart! I can't believe this will really happen. When you see the outer look, you can't believe is such a bad person. It's really show a 2 face person...
I felt so emo these few days, I just don't feel like going anywhere... I can feel that many friends are enjoying their life very well. That's good.. I wish I can be one of them. But I knew the Cheerful Carven is lost!! I'm start to think negative, I'm start to do silly things which I'm not suppose to do. I just felt very very down..
In the beginning of this year, I told myself I must be happy. but end up I didn't felt happy. Why? Is it because of the weather that make me feel like this or something else? Many many questions in my mind.
crying every night is no use, shall find ways to solve it.
Sad sad.. No one cares. I just want a listening ears, but where to find? tell me!
~CaRvEn~
