I had just finished my first paper today.. Oh No... I was too nervous until I forgot almost everything that I had studied.. =( Hope this will not happen again for my next 3 papers.
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Thanks for all the messages at my tagboard, Sms.. thank you!! Yes I knew whenever I faced any problems, there will be always a group of lovely friends around me, to support me, to cheer me up!! I don't care whether she or her bf will read it or not, I don't care whether she hates me or what. I hate her more.. I don't care if next time I see her she treats me "transparent",I don't care if others hate me because I hate her. I JUST DON'T WANT TO CARE ANYMORE!! I know I should not hate people, but is You who force me to do that to you. you are the one who treats me like that!! You are the one who is so proud of yourself for what you had now!!
It's my pleasure to have a group of lovely friends.. Thanks for the encouragement sms for me during this exam period. I will try my best for my exams... After that I can resume all my meet up sessions with friends.. yeah!! I can't wait!!
To all of my friends~~ Love you all !! muacks~~ hugs~~

~CaRvEn~
Sad & Angry
Date: Sunday, July 13, 2008
I'm not suppose to go blogging, but I can't find any way to express myself... so the only way is to write blog..
Sometimes I felt that people are so fake, they are like wearing a "mask" on their face... For instance like today, I'm really feeling sad and angry. What did I do wrong?? I helped u hold something still give me that face!! Am I transparent?? You don't look at me or say hello to me, I'm ok with it. I helped you hold something is because the other friend have no hand, so I just help.. I didn't do anything wrong!! But your face tell me that why am I holding your stuffs!! That's the reason why I turned to go away and keep a distance from your. because I can't have the faith and trust to your.
So what you had a bf that love you so dearly, does it mean that in your eyes there is no other people?? Or you are showing me that you had a very lovely Bf and a group of sisters and brothers that love you so much. To tell me that I don't have??
Although I don't have a bf like your, but I'm glad to have my family and a group of lovely, caring friends with me all the time.. That is the group of friends whom I treasure the most and I don't wanna lose them!! One thing I can be sure is that they are TRUE FRIENDS to me!!
Maybe that is not the place I shall stay.
~CaRvEn~
Date: Thursday, July 10, 2008
my blog is a bit dead.. shall "closed" my blog for 3 weeks then... wait till my exam finished then update...
Lastly I would like to dedicate this birthday cake and birthday song to Jolene, Fiona, Joyci, Min hui, Godfrey and Elizabeth.
As their birthday is coming...
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to All...
Happy birthday to you...
All the best to your!!
~ Although I don't know whether they will see it or not, but that is the only thing I can do.. =)
Yummy cake present by me.. =)
OK, shall stop here then, haiz.. I hate exam.. headache, stress... Bye everyone. miss me k.. haha.. =P
~CaRvEn~
Dinner @ Yan Qing Retaurant
Date: Monday, July 07, 2008
study CIA in school today, then went to orchard to meet mummy and we went to Yan Qing Restaurant to have dinner with the New Heart's members. the food is ok la, had a great time with them...


nothing much happened these few days.. my life is such a boring one. everyday study, study and study...
~CaRvEn~
Date: Sunday, July 06, 2008

Happy birthday to my cousin's Hugo.. All the best to you...
oh, I totally hate the month of July.. many many unhappiness things had been happened, I can't really think positive for it.. I just feel very very tired everyday, just wanna sleep all the way....
Exam=stress=alone...
~CaRvEn~
1 year
Date: Saturday, July 05, 2008
Aunt Janet had left us for 1 year, last year when we heard the bad news about Aunt Janet, we really cannot take it. It's exam period and I'm really really want to go back. Times flies, it's just like happened yesterday. Aunt Janet had left us but little kyle became the new member of the family. Tomorrow is my cousin's Hugo birthday, but I don't think he will celebrate it. No matter what Life has to be go on.. Be strong~~
Aunt Janet, we will always miss you and rememeber you in our heart...
~CaRvEn~
Date: Thursday, July 03, 2008

Is it very weird to have lunch or dinner alone? some people cannot take it when they have to eat alone, they rather choose not to eat.
Mummy will have sunday school at 8.30am, she asked whether I can fetch her to church, but I do not have early morning duty, so I don't want to go early. Then what I told her was I can go and have breakfast after I fetched her. She said " alone"? YES ALONE!! what's wrong with eating meal alone?? To me I'm really really used to it , I'm always eat alone, it's pretty fine for me... I can shop alone, go back hk alone.. Oh, maybe one day I will go another country alone..
Although I don't like to be alone, but there is no way I can choose not to... So just be with it..
~CaRvEn~
等你
Date: Wednesday, July 02, 2008
擁若是你心跳麼 相愛後要怎結果
你別沖沖留下我 眼淚抹掉我感覺
想去問你的太多 心裡問你聽到麼
你別真的忘掉我 昨日約誓與經過
願一生中有你 無奈分開後會無期
仍等你 直到 你記得起
相擁中最美 無奈今天絕望游離
仍等你 直到再吻著你
感覺像聽到我麼 擁抱在記憶也可
記著不可遺下我
願一生中有你 無奈分開後會無期
仍等你 直到 你記得起
相擁中最美 無奈今天絕望游離
仍等你 直到再吻著你
你別沖沖留下我 眼淚抹掉我感覺
心裡問你聽到麼 你別真的忘掉我
昨日約誓與經過
~CaRvEn~
Date: Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Exam is coming in 2 weeks time... Finally I started some revision yesterday... study, study, study~~ Jia you jia you!!
~CaRvEn~