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2 years

Date: Sunday, June 29, 2008


I had been blogging for 2 years, started to write blog 2 years agao so that i can record down what had happened! it also bring back memories to me for all these 2 years.. Hopefully this blog can continue to go on and on... Sometimes I do like to write blog, to me writing is better than talking.
I didn't sleep well for the two consecutive nights, I can't really sleep on Saturday I don't know why... Finally I can't hold my tears anymore, so cried yesterday.. Feel much better now.. it helps to relieve my sadness... Sometimes I always think I'm the "extra" here, maybe I'm just the "extra" one in this world...

After rain will it be possible that you can see rainbow?? Hmm.. to me maybe not.. That will depend on how you see it..
I'm alone~~

~CaRvEn~

meet up with my 3 lovelies

Date: Saturday, June 28, 2008


Meet up with my 3 lovelies today. I had been waiting for this day... Haven seen jolene, chi and Christina for very long. Finally we got to meet up.. hee.. =) meet Jolene at around 3 plus, then I passed her birthday card and gift.. hee.. I'm glad she like it.. As I said before I can't celebrate with july babies, so since I meet her today, then just give her. Yes is still early... then Christina and chi joined us. But chi got to leave early, as she got dinner with family. although I only meet her for 45 mins ( very short) at least i can see her.. haha... =) They all bought something except me. hee.. so i just do window shopping today... hmm, I had enjoyed today!! It's so fun to shop with them, talk and talk, laugh and laugh.. Hope to meet them again.. but don't know when??

Sorry girls that I may show some " boring face" during the shopping, cos I felt abit sad during that time due to something that bothered me in the afternoon.. I'm really sorry.. Although I look happy but in my mind I was thinking about something.. Anyway we shall meet up soon.. =) love u girls..

The person you trust, it may also be the person that will hurt you. I'm not saying that I will not trust anyone, Or I can say I don't even trust myself. Sometimes I just HATE myself..

~CaRvEn~

my love will get you home

Date: Friday, June 27, 2008


My love will get you home(我的愛能把你帶回家) - Christine Glass



If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.

如果你流浪 走得太遠 我的愛能把你帶回家

If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.

如果你跟了一顆錯的星星而行 我的愛能把你帶回家

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,

如果你發現自己迷失了 正感到孤單

get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.

請你回過神來想想我 因為我的愛會把你帶回家

Boy, my love will get you home.

男孩 我的愛能把你帶回家



If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.

如果明亮的光線使你雙眼再也看不見 我的愛能把你帶回家

If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.

如果你的煩惱阻礙你邁大步走 我的愛能把你帶回家

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,

如果你發現自己迷失了 正感到孤單

get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.

請你回過神來想想我 因為我的愛會把你帶回家

Boy, my love will get you home.

男孩 我的愛能把你帶回家



If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.

如果你覺得羞愧 我的愛會把你帶回家

If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.

如果只有你應被責怪 我的愛會把你帶回家

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,

如果你發現自己迷失了 正感到孤單

get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.

請你回過神來想想我 因為我的愛會把你帶回家

Boy, my love will get you home.

男孩 我的愛能把你帶回家


~CaRvEn~

meet up with dearest Fiona

Date: Thursday, June 26, 2008




Had lunch with Fiona today... Because i wanna pass her birthday present.. I know is very early as her birthday is next month. I'm sorry that next month I can't celebrate with her on her actual day, if I celebrate with her must wait till my exam over which is aug. Since I don't want to give her birthday present so late, so i meet her today.. hee.. =) She wanna have chinese food so I ask her to go Hk cafe at Cine to eat... THANK YOU FOR THE TREAT!!


~yummy yummy food~~


This mango dessert was super nice..


Her birthday present and Card. I'm glad she like it.
I specially choose a photo frame for her. The photo frame wrote " happy times" on it. So she can put her photo there that remind her the " happy times" we shared.. hee.. =)




We had almost 2 hours of lunch... then after which went Shopping.. As i wanna buy new bag.. hee.. then we took some more photos again.. hee.. nice place.. haha..



I had a great time today.. Thanks for the treat, thanks for the accompany, we can just talked without hiding any things.. hee... When is our picnic day?? Most probably after my exam, hopefully it won't postpone again. =) All the best for your studies as you are going to start school next monday.. hee.. take care my dearest friend.. love u loads.. muacks~~


~CaRvEn~

Date: Wednesday, June 25, 2008


Suppose to have picnic with my two lovelies.. but end up had to postpone it again... =( Since it was cancelled, so i meet with Sherry to let her copy my notes.. Thanks for the bubble tea.. hee.. =) then she was talking about going hk in sept, make me wanna go also.. haha.. talk about all the food there.. lol.. make me wanna go back too... 5 more months to go...

~CaRvEn~

Sec sch girls

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Meet up with my sec sch girls.. We went vivocity for dinner. Had secret recipe... But they said the food not too nice.. Had a great time with them. With Hui ying and May ying around, you will definitely won't feel bored. Cause they can just laugh non stop. haha... After dinner went to Coffee bean for chit chatting.. Pei pei left at 9pm.. She always can't stay for long.. =( Chat about Sch life, work life, relationship etc... Very fun to be with them. They made my day a very happy one.. haha.. =)

Then we left around 10.30pm. Hui ying doesn't want to take photos.. We took train together, Chelsea and me alight at Dhoby Ghaut. Then we took some photos at the Mrt station before we go separate ways...

That's all.. I enjoyed it very much... I love to go out with friends.. hee.. =) 2 more gatherings plus one more dinner next week. And I shall stop all meet ups.. I need to concentrate for my exam. Sorry to my friends that I might not be able to celebrate birthday for july babies... sobz.. =( Maybe i can only catch up with them in aug.. Sounds very longgggggggg.... =( I'm gonna wait...


~CaRvEn~

想與現實

Date: Monday, June 23, 2008


永遠你想的東西都不能與現實相比,往往你想得到的,都有可能不會擁有它,現實永遠都是殘浩的...只有一個方法,就是去面對與接受現實...
我的心非常之混亂又矛盾,每一刻都會浮現同一東西,同一個問題,究竟幾時才能完完全全忘記呢?
希望=失望...



What you wish and think is always cannot compare with the reality...

~CaRvEn~

I'm a happy girl

Date: Friday, June 20, 2008









Looking back at the baby photos, now I realize I'm a happy girl who love to smile when I was young... such a happy baby.. But now when you get older, you will still have happy life but somehow I think is more difficult to be happy when more things had border you.. Sorry I'm thinking negative again...







~CaRvEn~

Grandma and Grandpa

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Seeing their back, I felt like one day their presence will be gone away from me.. I don't want to face this day. when I was young, they are the one who take care of me because my mummy and daddy had to work... I like my grandma's home cook food, I love to make her laugh, make her happy, l love to sleep with her.. haha.. until now, every time i go back I will still sleep with her. Because I know one day, I can't do it any more.. So I will cherish the times I can spend with them. Sometimes, I will give them a call, and both of them will be very happy to hear my voice and I miss them dearly..


I LOVE you... ( mama and yeye)~~~






~CaRvEn~