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喜歡一個人好累

Date: Friday, May 30, 2008


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RuS2IIz8iUs#

泳兒–喜歡一個人好累

昨天　你送我一個笑臉

昨天　你經過了我身邊

每天　你這樣一舉一動

都影響我的悲傷喜悅

昨天　你多看了我一眼

今天　我有些心不在焉

那天　我才會有勇氣勇敢面對暗戀　

喜歡一個人好累

想象　你輕輕摟我的肩

走在　人擠人的街抓緊你的手甜蜜無限

暗戀　喜歡一個人好累

流淚　在數不盡的黑夜

想念　變成了習慣想你一遍遍

你卻好遠你不當我是朋友

可是　極大重要的角色

是否　我就可以佔有

你每個笑容

暗戀　喜歡一個人好累

想象　你輕輕摟我的肩

走在　人擠人的街抓緊你的手甜蜜無限

暗戀　喜歡一個人好累

流淚　在數不盡的黑夜

想念　變成了習慣想你一遍遍

你卻好白:喜歡一個人　真的好累遠

Oh .. ...暗戀　喜歡一個人好累

想象　你輕輕摟我的肩

走在　人擠人的街抓緊你的手甜蜜無限

暗戀　喜歡一個人好累

流淚　在數不盡的黑夜摟

想念　變成了習慣想你一遍遍

你卻好遠

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50% talking about exactly how I feel now..


~CaRvEn~

Carven's Kitchen

Date: Wednesday, May 28, 2008


Carven's kitchen.. haha.. Fried Char Siew with eggs..

Steam pork with mushroom and cuttle Fish
That's was my dinnerSunset~~ Finally you had created MSN and facebook. I'm looking forward to our first conversation through MSN. But I have to wait, cos you are busy working almost everyday... and I really understood how busy you are, one tour after another... So pls stop saying Sorry to me.. I totally understood..hee.. =) Counting down to your next dayoff..





~CaRvEn~

Movie Time

Date: Tuesday, May 27, 2008


Finally I can watch " Made of Honour". Had a great night with Pei Pei. I was suppose to watch movie last Friday, but Yanling doesn't want, so end up we went for dinner. Same as Pei Pei, she was suppose to watch movie with her friends too but end up she also didn't watch. Yeah!! so we two watch together... The movie was not bad, sweet and romantic one. haha.. =) Thanks for spending the night with me, I had enjoyed it!! =)


~CaRvEn~

Give up

Date: Monday, May 26, 2008



Shall I give up or Shall I wait?
What should I do?
Mummy kept on asking me the same thing almost everyday.
But I can't do anything.
Somehow, I feel like I want to give up and don't put anymore HOPE !
Again, let the time heal me for missing u so badly..
Or I shall be the girl staying in the "bottle", hiding myself from everything??



~CaRvEn~

Congratulation

Date:


Congratulation to my Cousin's Hugo.. Their New born baby boy~~ Cute.. I want to see him.. must wait for next year lo.. =)

~CaRvEn~

Neoprint

Date: Saturday, May 24, 2008









~CaRvEn~

Friends Gathering

Date: Friday, May 23, 2008


Had dinner with Jillian, Xiao Wei and Yanling. We went to the hk cafe at Cine. First time trying the food not bad... Had a great time chatting with them. With Yanling around, we can laugh non stop. haha... Yummy food ~~
After dinner, went to take neoprint. Super long didn't take neoprint.. haha... I will upload the neoprint tomorrow. Lazy to scan now... hee.. =) Then went to Shop around at Taka. Very crowded, I think because the GSS just started.. Took 124 with Jillian to go church to meet mummy. After saying goodbye to Jillian, I alight the bus and waited to cross the traffic light. When the green man light was on, I cross the road, suddenly the STUPID WHITE TAXI "horn" me, then I moved abit to the left hand side. Few steps away I will be KNOCK DOWN by the taxi. This time I scolded him, pointing to the traffic light to tell him, IT IS RED LIGHT for the cars!! His car was engine stalled then He had to restart the engine, and I think the passenger sitting inside was scared as well!! Now I had phobia of WHITE TAXI. I HATE TAXI NOW. Especially WHITE!! I am so unlucky!! Last month white taxi bang on my car now white taxi almost bang on me... Haiz. So unlucky!! Thanks God I didn't get hurt, if not now I will not be writting blog, should be in the hospital now. I must be alert!! Another lesson to learn!!



Group Photo
Yanling and me

Jillian and me
 Xiao Wei and me












~CaRvEn~

Happy Birthday to Pei Pei

Date: Thursday, May 22, 2008



Happy sweet 20th birthday to Pei Pei. Had lunch with her after school. Shared a present with Sili and I bought her a small little birthday cake. hope she will enjoy her day..


Had an argument with my brother just now, always said that I study in MDIS is useless!!

Always said I wasted my parents money of study in a private school.

Yes I'm not like him so smart can go to a good JC, can study A level or maybe in future can get into a good University.

I also want to go to local uni, I do try hard, but no use, I'm not smart. Always scolded by people I'm stupid, I'm useless. I had listened this 2 words over a thousand times. Who scold me with these 2 words? who? My brother sometimes, my dad, my family. Why? sometimes I wonder do I belong to this family? Do I belong to them? I don't know. I felt like I'm not part of this family. I felt like I'm an outsider.

Last time I really hate people asking me where am I study now. I really hate it. I think is a shame to study in private school. Because you are not smart enough to go to local school.

that's why I always think I have some "distance" between them... Nowadays I don't wanna go small group, I'm trying to run away from them, I don't dare to talk to them, Big distance between us.
I envy people who get good results, can go to good school to study, can find someone who love them. Relationship is another problem, honestly I cried a few times because of some guys. this time I also cried because of him. Why people can find someone to love them so easily, but not me?? why? =(

~CaRvEn~

Date: Tuesday, May 20, 2008



這幾天的新聞都是講關于四川地震, 昨天大家在2時28分為死難者哀悼.
今次的天災足以証明人間有情,無淪身在何處,不同國家的人都出一點力量,
幫助他們,希望他們能走出黑暗,重新做人,繼續走他們的路...
相信很多人都不會忘記這次的災難...
珍惜眼前所有的一切吧!!
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原來很多時候你想要的東西, 往往都不會擁有,
到了你不想要的時候,那樣東西就會在你眼前出現,
想哭但又哭不出來,那種感覺真難受...

~CaRvEn~

Suki Sushi

Date: Sunday, May 18, 2008




Meet up with Beatrice, Cheryl & Shu Qin for lunch at Suki Sushi,. Yes Suki sushi again. haha.. Cos we can sit there for very long just to eat and chit chat.haha.. I enjoyed it alot.. haha.. had alot of fun with them.. We ate for 2 hours then shopped around orchard. Maybe becasue we are very full, so abit sleepy, haha.. then we went to starbucks for coffee.. yeah my favourite Mocha.. haha.. then shop at Isetan and I went back to church to meet mummy and home sweet home.







more meeting up coming.. yeah! I can't wait..

~CaRvEn~

Happy birthday

Date: Friday, May 16, 2008



Happy birthday to Sherry. She invited us to her a house for party. will upload the photos once i got it from her...













~CaRvEn~

Finally!!

Date: Thursday, May 15, 2008


Yes, finally I received your first email. Surprise me.
I am right, you had another tour after mine,
thanks for your email. I'm happy you miss me too. haha..
keep in touch.. =)


~CaRvEn~

My cooking

Date:


Another 2 new dishes...

Baked beans and sausages with tomato sauce

Pan fried Salmon fillet with Mayonnaise


~CaRvEn~

meet up

Date:


Meet up with fiona and sili after my class,
we three always want to meet up,
but soemtimes we are so busy, it was difficult to meet up.
Had lunch at Bugis MOF, first time trying, not bad..


Our food
Fiona and me
Sili and me
I had a great time with them, it was an enjoyable day. We just chat all the way.. =)
shall meet up again soon. Our picnic day. haha..

~CaRvEn~

Date: Wednesday, May 14, 2008


Pray for those people in China, especially those in Sichuan,
whom they had lost thier house,
lost their beloved family,
Hope they can overcome this
Be strong and have a happy life.
第一眼看見你,就覺得很合眼緣,
你是一個開朗的人,
常常在嘴邊掛一絲的微笑,
被你的笑容深深吸引住,
你對任何人很好,
不論男女老幼,
真是一個很孝順的人...
雖然你是隨團的攝影師,
但你的工作不只影相,
還要做我們的"阿四"
試問現今的社會還那有廿多歲的男子肯做這些東西呢?
每次進餐時,你永遠都會是最後一個才吃飯,
但你吃飯的速度是超快的,
都不知道你是否的吃飽.
你所做的每一件事,都是用心去做,
因為你只有一個愿望,就是希望每一個人來韓國,
都會對這個國家有良好的印象!!
雖然只與你相處五天,
但感覺非常之奇妙,
突然有一種" the One" 的感覺...
因為你暫時是我喜歡過的人當中,
最好,最真,一級的好男人...
我們能否再相見?
我期待這一天的來臨...
看見其他的情侶能每天的見面,
每天都那sweet,
令我又渴望,又羨慕,
我要等多久才有這個機會呢?
等,等,一天又一天地等.

~CaRvEn~

Hope

Date: Tuesday, May 13, 2008



Hmm, maybe I shouldn't put in so much hope,
the more hope I put in, the more disappointment i will get,
I'm starting to think negatively,
thinking of you everyday,
made me very sad,
why do God let me know you?
is it fate?
or is it something else?
or is it a memories for me after all?
maybe after awhile, time will let me forget about u??
or maybe impossible things will become possible?
just hope the dream will come true...

saranghaeyo!!

















~CaRvEn~

sweet memories

Date: Sunday, May 11, 2008


There are some more photos taken using my phone. more sweet sweet one. haha.. just kidding~~ Now i understood that sweet memories won't last long. I'm still waiting, waiting and waiting.. How long am I suppose to wait? I'm not sure.. no ideal time. The photos was taken at the airport, and alot of photos my eyes was blink, so not nice. And these photos NG alot of times!! All because of Bonnie who keep making me laugh, until I can't concentrate. mummy said if I really get into the relationship with him, she asked me to go Korea to find him after my graduation. I was like Huh? If yes then see how ba. haha.. I miss him so much now. =(










~CaRvEn~