Jigsaw puzzle
Date: Saturday, September 06, 2008
Life is like a Jigsaw puzzle, is made up of different pieces of pictures. Like family, friends, relationship, career and so on. All these will make one complete picture. But there are always a missing picture, in result, it will not be a complete one.
Honestly, I do love others more than I love myself. I always put all the loved ones before me. It's true that I always love and treat everyone who enter into my life. I believe that all the people that enter into my life they are God sent angels. But I think I'm wrong. Not everyone that enter into my life are God sent angels, some are devil. But i'm just so stupid that I believe and trust everyone. I do trust people quite easily, till I didn't really look at what their true colors are.
In the end I'm the one who suffer the most! Does all these make me stronger? Somehow I think I'm not getting stronger when things happen to me. I'm feeling weaker and weaker each day and I knew I will fall again. when all the things around me seem so perfect. Getting stronger is not easy, it may take times.
it's not wrong to put all the loved ones before you. it's just that in the end I'm the one who suffer and I'm the one who get hurt. In this imperfect world, there are always liars around. No one I can actually trust on now. It's so sad to say that. the one i trust is the one that hurt me. =(
The more I love you, the deepest I get hurt.
~CaRvEn~
