Sad & Angry
Date: Sunday, July 13, 2008
I'm not suppose to go blogging, but I can't find any way to express myself... so the only way is to write blog..
Sometimes I felt that people are so fake, they are like wearing a "mask" on their face... For instance like today, I'm really feeling sad and angry. What did I do wrong?? I helped u hold something still give me that face!! Am I transparent?? You don't look at me or say hello to me, I'm ok with it. I helped you hold something is because the other friend have no hand, so I just help.. I didn't do anything wrong!! But your face tell me that why am I holding your stuffs!! That's the reason why I turned to go away and keep a distance from your. because I can't have the faith and trust to your.
So what you had a bf that love you so dearly, does it mean that in your eyes there is no other people?? Or you are showing me that you had a very lovely Bf and a group of sisters and brothers that love you so much. To tell me that I don't have??
Although I don't have a bf like your, but I'm glad to have my family and a group of lovely, caring friends with me all the time.. That is the group of friends whom I treasure the most and I don't wanna lose them!! One thing I can be sure is that they are TRUE FRIENDS to me!!
Maybe that is not the place I shall stay.
~CaRvEn~
