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陌生

Date: Tuesday, October 30, 2007


前几天,收到一個壞消息,
一個遠方的親戚過生了...
人到了某個年齡就會去世,
死亡是人生必經的階段,
現在的都市人都會有很多疾病,
這些病都不知道從哪里來的??
所以身體健康是非常重要的!!
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自從在儿童部幫忙后,
我己經愛上了在那里待奉,
所以他們己經編排我每個月到那里幫忙,
已經很久沒有參加團契了,
可能這個緣故,
我對他們越來越陌生,
好像從來沒有認識似的...
我們就好像用了一塊很厚的玻璃分隔,
雖然看見大家,
但會有著很陌生的感覺.
所以我越來越喜歡把自己埋藏,
不想把我自己釋放出來...
可能我們的"channel"不一樣吧!!
這也是我正正要面對的問題,
人際關系就是這樣複雜..
又可能是上次那件事,
令我更加保自己,
不想再受到任何的傷害,
我受夠了!!
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Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SU YEE!! see you soon.. =)

~CaRvEn~

Recent photos

Date: Tuesday, October 23, 2007



~CaRvEn~

opps...

Date: Monday, October 22, 2007


opps.. my photo was posted at Sharon's blog..
Oh noooo...
I shall find a hole to hide.. lol..
http://blog.tvb.com/SharonLuk/index.php?itemid=1128#more
hopefully, my photo will not scare people off.. =P

~CaRvEn~

Date: Saturday, October 20, 2007


meet up with Sharon yesterday @ taka,
she came here for a " Car programme" shooting,
not much people recongize her,
maybe becasue she is not that popular in S'pore..
today went to airport to send her off,
at first she don't allow me to go,
but I still went there..
hmm, is really happy to meet up with her,
although it is just a short meet up,
anyway, hope can keep contact with her.. haha..
before she left, I gave her a hug..
take care my lovely..




~CaRvEn~

Church 52 anniversary celebrations

Date: Sunday, October 14, 2007


today is church 52th anniversary celebrations,
had lunch @ church,
but i doesn't feel happy through out the whole session.
It's spoil my mood..
they can talk about one topic for the whole lunch,
do u know what they are talking about?
HUMP!! is about me!!
you know what, i had some red spots on my face (pimples),
maybe because I'm too fair,
so is more obvious..
So what? can talk for it so long..
HUMP, i want to eat prawns, then they say i can't eat,
so ended up i didn't eat lor.
no appetite at all..
then they will say I doesn't look like my mum,
cos my mum very skinny ma,
they will say I look more like my dad,that auntie said me, she don't' even know who is my dad..
in other words means i fat lor or big size lor!!
then my mum asks me not to care about what they say,
How? i can't pretend they didn't say anything,
and this is not the first time i heard all these!!
Angry + sad.. whatever!!
now, i just want to cry and use a knife to kill myself that's all!!

~CaRvEn~

Friends gathering @ Hard Rock Cafe

Date: Saturday, October 13, 2007


planned this dinner almost one month ago, lol, finally meet up with the mdis friends, the 9 of us went to hard rock cafe for dinner~
me, elyn, valen, xiao wei, su yee, xue yin, yanling, jia hao and wei jie,
known this group of friends 2 years ago, not too long, not too short.. =P
yet we still meet up once in awhile, at least we didn't forget eachother..haha..
i miss the time when we were study @ bugis, it was so fun!!
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i meet xiao wei at about 4 plus to accompany her to buy present as well as to go and collect the birthday cake. hee=)
then afterward meet elyn at orchard control station, while walking to mrt station, saw Christina. haha.. =) shall meet up soon k?
the gathering is also about celebrating Valen 21st birthday in advance,
she doesn't know about it.. hee.. altohugh i see her almost everyday in sch.. lol..
last week i told her i will meet xw,
actually to order cake, but i told her to go shop around.. lol =P
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This is the birthday gift i gave Valen her name~~ the menu
the food that wei jie order
the six sisters, opps, where is xue yin?
the birthday girl elyn and me
jia hao and me
xw, yanling the gals.. now where is xw??
so after the dinner, elyn and me said we went to toilet, haha.. actually we asked the waiter to take out the cake.. hee.. =) so the waiter acutally announced her name.. she was so shocked!
is a SURPRISE for her!! =)

her brithday cake and ice cream

~~ making a wish~~ the 9 of us.. friends forever and ever

anyway, I enoyed very much!! such an ejoyable dinner.. that's what we called BEST FRIENDS!!

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A Special message to Dearest Valen,

first of all, Happy sweet 21st birthday to you in advance,

hope you like the presents and the surprise!! haha..

I'm sure you had enjoyed the night, I think all of us had enjoyed it too..

haha.. =) all the best to you in whatever you do,

stay happy always, haha..

hope our friendship will be an everlasting one..

love you peeps.. hee =)


~CaRvEn~

~Happy ~

Date: Friday, October 12, 2007




Happy birtdhay to my dearest Uncle Henry!!
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went to tampinese courts to find sili for lunch,
nice time spent with her,
chat about her work etc..
oh, this cutie pie treat me for lunch,
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
haha.. love ya~~ muakcs~~
A happy moment spent with best friend!!


~CaRvEn~

幸褔

Date: Wednesday, October 10, 2007


常常聽別人說: "幸褔不是必然的"
我覺得自己好好彩,
生活在一個幸褔的家裏,
要什么有什么,
但在這個世界上也有一些不幸的人...
daddy大概在一年多前助養了兩個"弟弟&妹妹"
"弟弟"住在尼汩爾,
"妹妹"住在蒙古,
他們都是住在比較落后的鄉村里,
我希望將來做工的時侯,
可以用自己賺回來的錢助養其他小孩,
令到他們有機會讀書!!


今天買了兩份文具給他們,作為他們的聖誕禮物!!

雖然不是很值錢,但對于年紀小小的他們,

一定十分有用啊!!


~CaRvEn~

Date: Sunday, October 07, 2007


5/10/2007
meet up with xiao wei on friday,
we went to ajisen to have our dinner.
yummy food..
great time spent with her.. haha..
see u guys on the 13th.. i can't wait for this day to come!!!


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6/10/2007

meet up with fiona to have dinner at cafe cartel,

she share with me about her attachment,

she is so stress about it..

no worries, you can go through this very difficult time..

you can do it!!

then walked around PS before we went home..

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i will have my 1 week break,

not a break, is time for me to start my 2nd project..

i don't want to finish it last min again..


~CaRvEn~

Finally!!

Date: Tuesday, October 02, 2007


Ok finally I'm had finished my CA project 1,
wow, it's killing me..
I admitted that I almost last minutes then finish my project,
but is ok, at least i still finish it.. haha..
really a tough project to do.. =(
next week shall start my CA project 2,
if not i will not be able to finish it on time..

~CaRvEn~