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掛念

Date: Tuesday, March 27, 2007



無論何時何地都會想念著你,

你可否知道我有多痛苦,

上次之后,我們沒有再談話了,

可能我們真的沒有東西可以談吧...

可能你很快又再飛啦...

因為你說過一年飛到別的地方大概有十次,

每晚我都會為你祈禱,

希望你每日都過得開心,工作順利,身体健康,

這樣我已經很滿足了...









~CaRvEn~

9th year anniversary

Date: Sunday, March 25, 2007


25th March is a very special day to my family and I... 9 years ago, we immigrated here.. I still can remember we took the 12 plus flight to Singapore. And that time was still at the Hk old airport. Times Flies...it is really difficult for us to adapt to the new environment, new pepople, new culture.. everything was new to us.. Honestly, i almost use 6 years to adapt to this new environment.. during that day, my relatives went to the airport to farewell us..before we entered to the gate, we all CRIED..1st time i saw my parents crying...

When we arrived S'pore, we had to check in to the hotel first.. then alot of things had to be settled, like finding house, find sch for us to study etc.. during that time sch already opened and is 2nd term... so have to catch up alot..=(

hmm..alot of things happen during these 9 years... happy, sad etc.. is really a big change for me.. i think sec sch life is the most memorable one.. for example, always creid when i failed my english.. haha..rumour with daniel for more than 4 years.. ( really tired of these!!) until now they are still teasing me.. hump!!lol.. friendship problem in sec 4... and many many more..

Still, I miss Hong Kong...


~CaRvEn~

Pastamania

Date:


After church, went to J8 to have lunch and also celebrating Jasmine's birthday in advance.. got to know them more through this outing.. haha...


~CaRvEn~

Steamboat + gathering

Date: Saturday, March 24, 2007




We went to Marina Bay for steamboat today.. yea finally i can go there.. we really got alot of fun there.. so happy.. after the dinner, went to city hall to meet siyuan and continue our chit chatting session.. haha.. hope to see you guys soon.. and shall meet up more people..



I simply LOVE them... and also the rest of them...

~CaRvEn~

Stress

Date: Friday, March 23, 2007




so bored so just type something...


finally finished 3 papers of exam,

one more to go... cannot give up!!

really stress in study degree... haiz...

cannot slack for my next term..


yawn! gonna go to sleep la.. didn't have enough sleep for the past 1 week...



~CaRvEn~

Date: Monday, March 19, 2007


exam is so stress.. haiz.. i wanna give up!!

thanks Jas for the bible verse..

Philippians 4:6-7

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer & petition, with thanksgiving , present your request to God. And the peace of God which transcends all understanding, will guard your heart & your minds in Christ Jesus..

a very encouraging verse.. thanks alot!!

don't know what's wrong with me.. cried while i studying.. err.. =(

~CaRvEn~

Date: Thursday, March 15, 2007




人生第一次煲老火湯~~紅青蘿蔔煲豬骨湯...


ok.. the taste still not bad.. haha..=)



~CaRvEn~

Date: Wednesday, March 14, 2007


EXAM!EXAM! STRESS! STRESS!
time is really running out!!
你對我越來越冷淡..
是不是我們根本沒有話題呢??

or 又是我做錯了呢??

~CaRvEn~

Date: Monday, March 12, 2007


went to study with valen today... Valen, thanks for your concern.. haha... if i really want to say, i will share my problem with u... haha.. thanks..no worries.. =)



這几天的心情不像天氣一樣~睛朗..

even my driving instructor also say i look 悶悶不樂..

hmm... 可能是有心事吧...

no worries.. 時間會沖淡一切的..



我很痛苦,我很寂寞,我很無助,我很想哭...
我很累啦!!我不知道我還能撐多久??
可能在家人,朋友前我會表現出堅強的一面,
其實內心是脆弱的...

~CaRvEn~

Date: Sunday, March 11, 2007






昨晚和mummy吃飯時,談了很多關于愛情的話題...


很多人都會問我同一個問題,


你有沒有男朋友呀,有沒有拍拖呀??


haiz.. i also don't know how to answer.. yes la... 到了這個年齡應該拍拖的,


可能我還沒遇到我的"王子"吧... haha...


我害怕被人傷害,


到目前為至,每晚都會想著你呀,


不能見到你,還可以看到你玩MSN...


我不知道你是否在讀我的blog??





~CaRvEn~

Date: Saturday, March 10, 2007


crying is the best way to forget all the unhappiness..

the 2 words i said the most in sms will be sorry and thanks.. quite funny lor..






~CaRvEn~

Date: Thursday, March 08, 2007


haiz.. abit blur these few days.. keep doing wrong things.. don't know what am i doing.. haiz...=(

exam is just around the corner.. study until very sianz la... must jia you!! slept at 1am almost every night..



hmm.. mummy and bro slept already.. the house is so quiet.. err.. so bored..



~CaRvEn~

Date: Wednesday, March 07, 2007


meet Soo hui for lunch today.. super long didn't see her la.. we went to Great World city to have siam kitchen... I think the food abit too spicy to me.. overall still ok la.. thanks for the belated present as well.. =)



再一次說多謝你的幫忙,麻煩了你啊,

有機會一定要好好答謝你啊!!

說不說好呢??

收在心里好痛苦啊!!

說了又不知道你會有什么反應,

haiz.. 做人真矛盾...



無論答案是什么,都無所謂,

我慣了比人拒絕,

雖然是傷心,但沒有辦法...












~CaRvEn~

Date: Monday, March 05, 2007





考試快要到了,


好似還沒好好准備似的,


昨天我夢見你啊,


真痛苦,


我快要瘋啦!!






~CaRvEn~

Date: Friday, March 02, 2007






人生是怎樣過才是好呢??


為什么我會來到這世界呢??


世界上真的有許多為什么??


人生是不是好像一枝火柴,燃燒自己,照亮他人呢??


六年前的我,曾經想過離開這世界,


因為沒有什么值得我去留戀,


但幸好上帝拉開我,


令我現在更加珍惜生命...


我從來不在朋友面前流淚說不開心,


通常只會在房里哭,


這樣便沒有人知道...


我還是每天都想念你..


請你告訴我你在那里啊??





~CaRvEn~

Date: Thursday, March 01, 2007



愛才
曾經 想過走

卻並未看透

你可希望補救

難道要強調你

有幾個枕邊摯友

曾經 幻想分手

但是我一回頭

眼淚便已在浮游

明白我不夠鬥

來電不接聽 才不久

承認我未得到資格走

這個世界有許多戀人

可惜你有才華沒良心

盼你更壞 賜我決心明白傷心

不需要忍

這個世界有幾多好人

偏偏你有才華便吸引...(Janice's song)

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這幾天心非常痛,

因我在想你,

不知道你現在做什么,

在街上見到好多情侶恩恩愛愛的,

令我羨慕不巳,

我還要等多久呢??


是不是要一個伴侶都要這樣困難呢??

偏偏我喜歡的人都不喜歡我,

這個世界為何這樣不公平的!!


往往我想要的都不能實現,

真氣死人了!!


點解偏偏在晚上這時候給我看到你呢??

以前我坦白同你們說,

但最后你們都避開我,

怕了我似的,

當碰面時,總會尷尷尬尬的,

我也不想這樣,

是否我做錯了??


每天大多數時間都是自己一個人的,

我最害怕寂寞,

因為我會胡思亂想的,

我寫中文是因為比較容易表達自己的內心世界...


熱戀是甜的,

失戀是酸的,

單戀是最苦的...


沒有一個人會明白我的感受...

我知道你好像是逃避我,

可能是我煩著你,

可能你是忙于工作吧,

我在此對你說聲"對不起"


我的心情就像這幾天的天氣一樣,

十分之灰.. 真希望再見你啊!!
不知道你有否在讀這篇blog...
沒有人會知道我在說誰呢??
心碎了!!!









~CaRvEn~