Church 52 anniversary celebrations

Date: Sunday, October 14, 2007

today is church 52th anniversary celebrations,
had lunch @ church,
but i doesn't feel happy through out the whole session.
It's spoil my mood..
they can talk about one topic for the whole lunch,
do u know what they are talking about?
HUMP!! is about me!!
you know what, i had some red spots on my face (pimples),
maybe because I'm too fair,
so is more obvious..
So what? can talk for it so long..
HUMP, i want to eat prawns, then they say i can't eat,
so ended up i didn't eat lor.
no appetite at all..
then they will say I doesn't look like my mum,
cos my mum very skinny ma,
they will say I look more like my dad,that auntie said me, she don't' even know who is my dad..
in other words means i fat lor or big size lor!!
then my mum asks me not to care about what they say,
How? i can't pretend they didn't say anything,
and this is not the first time i heard all these!!
Angry + sad.. whatever!!
now, i just want to cry and use a knife to kill myself that's all!!

~CaRvEn~