Yesterday, I cried a few times,
i really cannot take it.
it's difficult for me to recover from it,
I can't pretend there is nothing happen.
I do laugh infront of my family,
I pretend I'm very happy and there is nothing happen.
( Because I cannot let them know)
I do try to forget about it,
somehow it FAILED!!
my mind just keep thinking what you had told me.
usually, when i'm sad, once i cried out loud,
the next day i will definitely feel better.
But this time, I can't!!
why??
i really hope i can turn back the time,
of course it is IMMPOSSIBLE.
and my grandparents and aunt are coming this sat,
So I have to pretend I'm happy again!!
you say we can remain as fren, BUT at this time,
I'm sorry i can't..
I can't pretend there is nothing happen!!
hopefully i can get it over soon...
YES, i'm having a very hard time..
haiz... i wanna cry again... =(
~CaRvEn~
