Carven's Memories
I'm lost
Date: Thursday, May 31, 2007
seem like this june holiday, alot of pple are going oversea..
i wanna travel too..
is so bored here..
but july is my exam.
no choice, have to study here..
after exam, i can enjoy.. =)
i'm lost.. i'm totally lost..
i don't know..
something is wrong to me..
everyday when i took 16 back home.
i past by cineleisure..
this made me recall that nite..
the time when i saw u..
one part of it i'm happy to see u,
but the other part i'm sad..
i don't know..
why i still thinking about it everyday?
why? why? why?
it torturing me for so long..
when can i completely don't think about it?
when?
i'm not sure too..
maybe i'm expecting something from u..
that the reason why i feel so down..
i ask myself,
why i know u?
why i like u?
why i miss u?
why i feel sad?
why i think about u everyday?
why i saw u again?
why? so many why?
I HAVE NO ANSWER FOR IT!!
i want to give up.. i don't know..
lonely night... =(
1.25am now..hmm.. time to sleep..
i'm tired.. both physcially and mentally..
~CaRvEn~