Date: Saturday, October 21, 2006
sometimes i think this world is very unfair...
we cannot get what we want...
honestly i do envy people who can go Jc.. ( maybe becos most of my frenz went to Jc)
I always ask myself?? why i can't go Jc?? ok don't said Jc. why can't i even go to poly?? why??????why???
i do try my best for my Os but end up none of the poly accepted me.. =( it's NONE!!
it's so sad when I knew that no poly accepted me. during that time i really don't know where to go..
maybe some of u heard my testimony before,
i think in sec 2, don't know why all people around me keep scolding me,
stupid, useless etc...
it's so hurt.
I cried alot of times...
i really wanted to commit suicide so that maybe they will feel more happier without me around.
but, lucky God guide me through this difficult time...
just now i glimpse through my frenz's friendster...
see them so happy with their frenz n i think they enjoy alot of their sch life...
although i do have frenz with me, however my sch life is not as happy as them.
maybe i can say is boring..
anyway just try me best to do whatever i need to do... maybe one day i will succeed. who know?
~CaRvEn~
